P. Boye Motivations

To have authority you must have to submit to authority , authority is permission to act without permission . 

Everyone is a genius , but if you judge a fish by its ability to Climb a tree , it Will live it’s whole life believing that it’s stupid – Albert Einstein.

But How can we talk of authority when we are still dealing with low self-esteem.

Every time you want to voice out and take charge something just brings you down , you can’t utter a word , you can’t do anything yourself without someone finding a fault in it.

Taking a stroll in the school corridor and just can’t stop thinking of how much eyes are on you , then you begin to ask yourself , do I have a stain on my shirt ? , is my hair dirty? , do I smell ? .

You start to believe that everyone hates you , you begin to shy away from everyone around you , begin to slowly hide yourself in the dark and stay in the dark , saying to yourself , at least no one would notice me .You seem to forget so fast that it’s not what you are that is holding you back but it’s what you think you are not . 

You begin to fight yourself , trying to find THE REAL YOU , searching deep and just losing hope believing that you can never be perfect or seen as worthy by anyone . 

For some of us , no one has ever told you , you’re beautiful and mean it , you continually search for opinions from others forgetting clearly that you’re called Beautiful by THE ONE WHO KNOWS THE TRUE DEFINITION OF BEAUTY (GOD).

For some , no one ever came to you to help out with an assignment because they think you’re not smart enough to know the answers correctly , and you forget that you were made in the image and likeness of  THE FIRST AND BEST SCIENTIST (GOD) . 

    For how long would you continue to ignore Him and ignore the fact that you are just like Him .. 

Tears keep on dropping , everyday , you keep on shouting but no one hears or sees you , no one thinks you have anything important to Say , but He hears you and sees you as worthy because in the first place He’s not just anyone , He is THE KING OF KINGS , and so please don’t ever forget that whatever He says about you stands..( YOU’RE NOT A MISTAKE !).

Boye , Sharon Paulina.

20th August , 2016.